Something I saw today made me remember something really sad....and as much as I felt emotional about it, I couldn't express my emotions. It's weird because I never can express my emotions at the "acceptable" times...I bottle them up till I feel I'll burst with them, but at the same time, I feel like I have a block of ice barely beating in my chest. The craziest thing is, I cry over ridiculous stuff like movies and books....things that I know are purely works of fiction.
I wonder if I have taken a defense mechanism too far....I long to just let it all out and be cleansed! Like five minutes ago, I felt like writing poetry, and all that has been coming to mind is "And I will piece together the broken shards of my heart again." Am I weird for that?
I think I'm just depressed...
7 comments:
depression?? kilon je be??
babes reject it o, its not for u.
besides july 14 is my day, u cant fit be depressed o.
Pele dear... plz snap out of that depression sharply. Have a happy weekend.
Hmmm...I'm quite like you describe, and I decided to not let myself become overwhelmed with whatever feeling of depression or despair by blogging, and walking in the park. I would suggest you try to find an outlet (e.g. this blog) or some hobby (drawing is mine) that takes away the sadness... Prayer and singing are also very, very helpful.
i feel its quite normal to feel this way at times. i feel it when im broke[lol]. seriously sometimes its hard to put feelings into spoken word
Thank u my ppl...sorry I've been absent for so long...MCAT studying; 38 days to go!
@ lg: Thanks my blog sis...sry I brought ova my wahala on ur wonderful day....I'm past it sha!
@ aphrodite: Thank you...I'm putting it behind me jare!
@ archiwiz: Thanks for the tips dear, will def put them into practice! Thanx for stopping by my humble blog...
@jaguda: I see that...lol @ the broke mode...you KNOW i KNOW where you're coming from! Thanks for dropping in....
update!!! update!!!
kilon shele??
My dear, how are you? Take it easy ok. You are missed around these parts.
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