Hey everyone....
I've been away for a while, coz like I said, I've been contemplating. I wanted to stay away for a while until I had something positive to post; I'm tired of all the sad and whiny posts! Unfortunately, things just seem not to be working out for me. I'm particularly down today, so I thought I'd come vent/ talk about it with my blogsville family to make myself feel better.
I have been having a bad month! It wasn't too bad, but this week in particular, everything seems to be going so wrong. I've had to deal with annoying and irate people, walking into class to meet unexpected quizzes, having to do a book report on a 305 pg book within a week (it's due on Monday), and fake friends!
Yesterday, in the midst of all this stress, my appearing-once-in-a-blue-moon period finally came, and it's the worst yet. I have cramps from hades with severe back pain (I guess it's coz it's been so long...period skipped 4 months this time). I barely slept the whole night coz of that, and I had to go shadowing this morning. I almost didn't, but I decided to be a good student and go shadowing. BIG MISTAKE!
I got through shadowing unscathed, but things got really weird after that. My head started throbbing. I almost got hit on the highway. I got to school and got in an accident in the parking lot. I've been told it's my fault, and now I got to fix the other driver's car out of pocket. Why? Because I got the car less than two weeks ago, and my paperwork is yet to come in, so no insurance...only dealer insurance, and there's a whole lot of drama going on from that angle.
To make matters worse, the driver's friend is some stupid hot-headed girl that keeps trying to deliberately make things hard for me; I'm so unfortunate to have been in an accident with the one person most susceptible to peer pressure. Now I have to figure out where to get $1000 from....I only work on campus and make about $120 per week! God help me.
I see I've just been rambling on...I'm just so frustrated, and I tend to babble when frustrated. I just dunno what to do!
Prayer warriors of Blogsville, come to my aid! If nothing else, just pray for me to feel better. I want this seemingly endless streak of bad luck to end. I just want to FEEL BETTER.
Ka Odi nu.
